Wednesday, 12 January 2011

a world so selfish and indiscreet

i start with structure
rhyme and poise
but heart meant composure
can remind us of noise
an outside enclosure
wind up toys..
board games boys and rhymes
that is a memory
a centenary
a reminder of times
where our employees became our friends
but where our democracy
became dictatorship again
a time of bureaucracy
peoples identities end

you know i had a thought
that we ought
to never forget
to stop these cycles
and never let
these cycles go round
and start again
but does a clock stop ticking? ..
i mean, what happens then.. ?

for good there must be bad
for happy, also sad
for calm there's also mad
for ungrateful there's always glad

perhaps (a friend suggested)
for all the ups there must be downs
for you know your hearts infectious
it sets out sparks
your actions mean to do good
for that you must be ill
but i mean i wonder what i should
do.. bring on a chill?
and is that how this cycle..
picks up and starts again?

the good are wronged
the bad get it good
the reversal is duel pronged
but equality should.. remain
disdain torture and pain
endured by the same
who want to fix
the world and its woes
but cant compose
or bring themselves to carry on
or complete
..this treat
for a world so selfish and indiscreet

original poemio by stephania moschopios battyman x

Monday, 10 January 2011

an eternal daydream may seem
a peaceful thought,
but i ask.. will it last?
...can one remain in that cast?
for me, stuck in this
i scream not dream
this nightmare engulfs me
serene between
life filled with anguish
hold on to my dream
of chaos and language
i long for extremes

(written by moschopio)

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Saturday, 1 January 2011

a new year, a new life, new plans, new dreams

so here i am.. in a new year, this one adds up to 4, 4 is a number i hold very dear, therefore it should be a very special year.. maybe this year i will truly find my direction from the imperfection that is my life.

ive discovered my life wont be how i want it to be just because i tell it too, and no matter how hard i try i cant avoid the inevitable relapses.. but what i can do is live my life as productively and purposefully as i can and try to make the spaces between relapse grow and make sure i never give up.. and never allow the permenance that the drs always tell me my relapses will be..

i have many many plans though.. i may be at this time entirely incapaacitated.. but dreams are made to follow.. whats the poinyt in dreams you dont pursue.. and i have come up with a multitude of ideas which need to be followed throuh..

on another note ive started a new progress more health orientated blog..this one is more to do with life as a whole and dreams and persistance and stubbornness.. the other is about progress health and complications mainly to save me telling everyone the same storys updates etc so have a follow